Friday, April 10, 2009

The Best Groomsmen Gift You Ever Got

Wordsearch coveted and feared

I have become addicted to ... puzzle!.

There is nothing better than ... to start valuing things in perspective. And I've found that waiting ... have been more terrible than reality itself. And

have been 3 weeks waiting to start my treatment ... my sister to my mind was "fun" in other cases ... led me very wisely ... in the world of crosswords and soup letters.

admit I much prefer the latter ... crosswords and cross my brain I am not for those things.

So my first chemo session went ... with my little book of alphabet soup to wait my turn. To my dismay ... had an appointment at 09.30 hs. and began my treatment at 12.30 pm. so I ended the book of the "alphabet soup."

The shock of the unknown turned out to be an armchair with a serum that enter your body and might not think it is. Although I

default and professional and knew absolutely everything to come into my body (Internet has shown me the responsibility to look for authoritative pages and serious about it) before reaching the D-Day

I looked around not because the picture was not what you might say ... exciting, but I was with my sister that I was holding my hand ... like a month ago.

Luckily a nice lady then came with whom I chatted animatedly, cancer is clear ... if not you're going to talk on their first day of chemotherapy?.

But I have to thank the heavens, to God, the Universe, Universal Energy ... that has not been as bad as I imagined. My treatment

said "short" and of course ... I did not know was that and the lady named Rosa told me " I have a 3-day a week for 5 hours .... and added, yours if it is short lasting 2 hours " And it was.

And after just 4 days after the first chemo session I can say I've only had a couple of nausea ... but few and no vomiting that are the topics of this treatment. They say it can vary from one session to another, but I ... for now I'll take this. And will program my mind to make it happen ... all ... in this line and if possible improve it ... so welcome.

Now, every 21 days I have to re-do the treatment, but today I'm going to Argentina with my sister ... she already has to go back and I will accompany you so that I can be with mine until 26 and then return and the next chemo I have it on 28 April.

there ... I'll recover from all evil because with my energy is renewed, and even my cells stop going crazy ... I know and I'm sorry.

Well ... phase 4 or the recovery UP.

As I am a sighted woman ... I cut my hair dramatically. I may be falling or not, but I, I cut my long black hair and I have a great modern short makes me an awesome sweety face ... but I like it as is. And to think I said "I never cut my hair" ... what is the life!.

So dear friends ... tonight took off towards my home, so that they can take care of mine and I let all that I can be pampered and much more that I miss. I'll take my book of word search for the plane and at home ... I will take that will make me my mom and how much I like ... because there was already autumn.

Around ... I'll tell you that this has been ... although I'm sure I'll be super.

Many kisses and around and that you know all that, if I'm taking all this so well is thanks to friends, family, and you, who read me and always have an affection towards me.

A Take care and happy Easter!.




Friday, April 3, 2009

Best Seat At Bob Carr Performing Center

April 3



Well ... I have returned from the hospital ... I know everything and I'm ... happy. My tests

say good things and regular, but as I say ... I'm happy. News

VERY good :

* I have no metastasis anywhere in the body. Or in organs or bones, or blood.

* My cancer is the breast and is in stage 1 .

The stages are:
-invasive carcinoma not pure (stage 0)
Carcinoma operable invasive loco-regional with no invasive carcinoma not associated (stages I, II and some IIIA ) Carcinoma
inoperable loco-regional invasive carcinoma with or without invasive not associated (stage IIIB, IIIC and some IIIA )
Carcinoma or recurrent metastatic (Stage IV )

News Regular :

* Cancer is hosted without my permission on my body that will eliminate in infiltrating na'es ... or invasive . This means you could (but I will not do so) attack beyond its location. But being in a situation "start" is very good news .

News bad :
No ... have already begun stage 3.

The oncologist is a charm, and is also married to an Argentinian so ... today's talk was as if he had been in Argentina.

Sitting with the doctor, I felt I was beginning to recover.

gave me two options: Option A

: Opera and and get a mastectomy (removing the breast). And then chemotherapy.
Option B: Start and chemotherapy. I have one for 6 months and then have surgery. This operation is a "conservative" to do chemo reduces the tumor and to operate, much less breast removed.

I chose Option B ... so that on Monday, and begin to heal because I have my first chemo session .

This for many it could be terrible ... but for me it is not. I'm already on the way to cure me so I am very happy. There's no question, I know what it is called the tumor, and reacts at the drop of a rooster, no longer in my body. And I'm sure there once removed, it will not because I ... do not leave you.

I'm calm but tired as if he had run a marathon of 1000 km. Must be the stress of recent days, the waiting, uncertainty ... but now I can rest and quiet.

On Monday, my sister go with me to the first session of chemo ... we'll see what effects it causes. Hopefully less than those already passed me (hair loss, vomiting, nausea, etc.) But the doctor gave me medicine to relieve the gastric symptoms.

On the aesthetic ... for us-women-this is a very important and we should not ignore this. Our bodies undergo changes that generally affect us psychologically .

But I have already begun to take "the bull by the horns" as my neighbor "The Mari " and will eliminate my long black hair next Tuesday.

I cut your hair like when I had a very cortito year ... because you may lose my hair ... so I'll make a sleek, modern cut. Be the first time that I have short hair adult woman looking :-) but the issue in perspective ... the hair is just that ... hair will grow back.

This I do for prevention. I may be falling, far, all or nothing ... but I've decided that I better do to the idea as soon as possible and so if I drop ... the change will be less strong.

On the other side effects ... I'm psyched to I will not have as many ... is that I am so optimistic but with this thought I can get more things with a pessimistic attitude.

So ... dear friends, today I am happy.

hope that the effect of my first chemo session is bearable and thus break up the next. Give me every 21 days ... and I will release on Monday.

Thank you for your love, prayers, candles , Affection, energy, and everything that I received from you.

As ye see not for the tricycle. It is well oiled and happy ... because the road is long but it will come all right.

Luckily ... I passed on 3 April and now I have ... continue enjoying the spring.