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A typical day ...

... One day long ago, my mom told me "... when a bus (bus) has full ... do not worry ... if waiting for the next ... you will vacuum. " This phrase to me when I said ... I cried because I had left the boyfriend of the moment of adolescence.

The interpretation of this metaphor I made as an adult.

understood that I should not waste time on what can not be.

Also ... I had to enjoy the present and hope for the future.

But the future does not exist ... we should not think of but since all we usually do ... at least imaginemoslo ... much better than our present.

this week ... I remembered this phrase.

One day this week I stopped smiling and I got weird. My sister was having breakfast on the terrace, I said HOLA and began to clean house like crazy.

will not I gave the hug every morning but she said nothing.

I clean everything and was afraid to sit with her on the terrace because I knew she knew more than me ... I did not have a good day.

But I sat down and had breakfast with her. We were silent for a while, then I looked and I found her sweet smiling face that I love and I asked the question that I wanted to avoid. asked me "... how are you little girl?".

can not answer and began to mourn. At the same time I began to say a bunch of nonsense, and the more he talked more crying. She looked at me and let me listen ... to me vent ... his face with tenderness, with sensitive eyes but without shedding a tear.

When I stopped saying inconsistencies said "... it is normal to have days like this ... it is not easy so you're going ... mourn is good ... ... are also angry processes and spend together. "

... Suddenly I stopped to mourn and to verbalize what he meant but did not know how.

I said "... only wish I could have 1 normal day ... I wish my life was like before the day they told me I was sick ... I wish I could make up the days I lost worrying about things that were not worth it ... I would get up 1 day and the cancer was a horrible nightmare and not reality, I would have taken better advantage of the days of my life ... I would have 1 normal day. "

A Having said that ... I realized that nothing stays the same. Nothing will be like this.

But deep down, that does not matter. What matters is the present and now I can say PHASE 2 SUPER .

that I have no more tests. Now we just have to wait until April 3. I'm relieved to not have to go to hospital for a week ... although I am a bit scared because next week, nothing will alike.

But that's life. This has touched me and I have to live it.

wish these bad days are the least and I'm still smiling like most of the time.

I hope to be strong as is my sister and I learned to appreciate, from now on, every day as he deserves, if only ... a normal day.

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The tightrope

Last Monday, in yoga class Ramiro ... I heard a word you know.

Ramiro began one of his stories metaphorically speaking of a tightrope walker .

The theme of the day was ... the balance . And the way to go, he says, is caring for the physical, mental and emotional.

"Just as tightrope - said attempts to compensate for her weight from side to side, again and again not to fall, so we must seek balance in all aspects of our life ".

His talks like a lot and I quieted my mind as much as I want, sometimes escapes me.

And the teacher says that " when that happens ... the mind to escape, you have to catch it and again" and me ... I make the effort necessary.

But the mind sometimes betray us and go by dark paths, a forest at night, with huge monsters that we fear we catch and prevent us from seeing the light.

Luckily, those moments are the least and when they come, my sister is at my side to get me out of there and back the laughter. Laughter common among members of my family ... and for us the mood, is the most powerful tool there to soothe all ills.

And lately ... so I'm looking for balance and permanently ... making up the sides to get it.

Best of all is ... transit this road hand in hand with S, my sister ... a special being with a fragile appearance, but with a strength that you laugh the Royal Palace.

We love and best of all ... is that what we always say, and give us huge hugs and gives me the energy ... I do not know where the bag but has in abundance!.

As my nephew B-in an email that sent me last night that made us laugh out loud two- "aunt ... I know that everything will be okay because Mom and ... together you have more energy than a pack of cereal bars. " Divine my nephew ... and he's right.

As part of the search for balance, I changed my habits from my previous life ... at February 23, the day I knew I had breast cancer.

I'm reading several books that report ... that is the most appropriate food to fight cancer, what type of physical activity are recommended, what type of meditation / thoughts / statements are required to know and much more. And with this information ... I have put in place. I returned

yoga, my diet has become almost 100% healthy, I take vitamin supplements to strengthen my immune system, I sought counseling, I am exercising daily, etc.etc.etc.

And all this I do to take care of my body and my mind and prepare for the special time that I have to travel with my tricycle.

may be that the road is long, but I'm going traveling as it comes ... in stages.

The first was hard but it happened. That was the news, with subsequent emotional shock. Now I am in another time so I can say and pa ta 1 beat! .

Now we are walking the stage 2 it is time for medical tests. Some I have already done this past week. Are other groups that I have to do starting tomorrow, but all will leave with the same attitude that I had stage 1 ... with optimism and positive thinking.

The stage 3 start ... April 3, the day that I have an appointment with the surgeon and, with all results in his hand, tell me how we started ... to solve this .

of so much information that I'm brooding that impressed me most is ... the origin of cancer.

is not a virus, not bacteria, is a mutation of cells in our own evil. And the reasons to be transformed, escalate and expand ... is unknown. All information summarizes that "Cancer is caused by abnormalities in the genetic material of cells."

also said to There are several risk factors ... smoking, family history, and stress among others. And we know that stress and I for some time so we are close ... I'm reorganizing my life ... learn to live better.

My mind has a clear objective: to treat, cure and resume my normal life, but enhanced by the experience of this rut.

I know that I will soon. I'm convinced of it ... every day that passes ... more.

The surgeon has liked me, a woman, is young and it's nice for me and these details are important.

So here I ... like a tightrope walker or an acrobat or juggler ... passing this time different.

Kisses for all and thanks for caring about me.

tricycles You'll see this happen as a champion of course ... with Dido and her great aunt ... my sister and good energy to you all.

to take care of yourselves ... and I will continue to count.

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If there is no wind ... you have to row! Moving

Last night at 2 am, and his sentence if there is no wind to paddle , ended the conversation with my friend who lives in Barcelona. We laughed all, as usual, and although the subject was not at all to laugh at us ... we laughed. We know that what is important ... to anything in life is the attitude.

is the last friend that I needed to tell me what is happening. I did not want to say anything before you have confirmed all because his mother had cancer and did not want to worry her, if not strictly necessary.

And as I have the results, because I called and I told.

The result of the biopsy confirmed that I have a malignant tumor in the breast, or cancer.

But having heard the diagnosis and the positive mind and thinking that everything happens for a reason and that something bad always brings something good, I put into action.

I'm not an oak, I cried for 5 minutes when I heard I have cancer, but the tears gave way to an important thought ... ay that I burn the lentils! .

And I ate them, were very rich and I got to see FAME TO DANCE.

needs to assimilate the information correctly, because I am of "things clear and chocolate thick."

So while at noon the gynecologist I summarized the results of the biopsy on the phone ... with "positive, atypical cells, a determinant of cancer, which are defined ".... stayed to speak at 6 pm, more quiet and listen to tell all my questions and give me answers.

After falling asleep (once cleared 2 dishes of lentils), I began to write on paper my doubts.

I've never had a serious illness, I have never operated in anything and am a little hypochondriac so ... my thoughts and my doubts to me is fundamental.

This gives me safety and security gives way to the fortress.

And with this assurance I know this is just something else I have to pass. And I will!.

At 19.00 hs. Fernando I called my gynecologist. He gives me a lot calm because I trust him completely and gives me confidence because I tells it like it should be ... clear, but with affection.

I read the biopsy report: images suggestive of well differentiated carcinoma. We suggest checking interoperatoria biopsy.

This is so ... I have a malignant tumor and I have to operate.

There are two types of operations, which I call the 1 x 1 and 2 x 1 ... pa'resumir!.

And I know this? because it takes a week online reading ALL about cancer, which is, as it comes, because it is produced, which is triggering the cell mutation that we ... today know more cancer than anything else.

For me, tell me is my way of overcoming things.

Thus, not only with the energy I'm where I put that ... WILL FORWARD but also clarify my doubts.

For me, energy and positive thinking are fundamental to all kinds of life. And energy, I'm getting a flood of mine and I'm working out in visualize that everything will happen to me ... be good .

ended the list with my doubts and thought maybe they were silly or dramatic, but my doubts are mine and who are to operate is to me. So, I have a right to know everything that can be known because this is my body.

At the appointed hour, I called my gynecologist. I asked and he replied:

* At what stage is it?. I knew that there were 5 stages of cancer (Internet enlightened me.)
I said ... because of their characteristics, and cell size, he dares to say that it is low. And under means that it is in a phase or something.

* I have metastases?: I said NO.

* I have the other breast affected: NO your mammogram the other breast is fine.

* I have to emergency operations?: I said ... to call urgent? And I said, tomorrow, next week?. I said NO, but this month IF you need surgery.

* What can be the problems or complications?: .. Said that open and lymph nodes are affected, but apparently is very defined.

* What kind of operation there for me?: For the 1x1. I go in, take me to the operating room, I opened, I have a biopsy of the tumor at the time, and depending on the result, I removed the tumor, part of the breast and if necessary, the breast. But the CREE will not be necessary to remove the breast. That part will suffice. But once said, depends on what we find when we open.

* That will be in surgery?: Everything if there is lymph node involvement, such as cells, if tubular ... etc. The tubular not understand but it was not necessary ... and find out!. * There are ramifications

: No one knows.
treatment
* That I have to do after surgery?: Depends on what you find.

And with all this, I already started to organize the show.

My phone looked like the prime minister.

had calls from Santander to Madrid, from Madrid to Barcelona, \u200b\u200bBuenos Aires to Madrid from Seville to Madrid, from Madrid to Madrid .... come on ... it's been days since I'm so together, so beloved and so carefully ... I'm excited. And of course thank you very much.

And today reconfirmed what I said last week. I WILL OVERCOME THIS .

I have no doubt that this will be ... sorry, I'm convinced it and I'm optimistic and I have assumed that this will soon be ... something happened.

I know today ... breast cancer CURES. I'll follow

counting as it goes. But we advance that I will take the tricycle to the operating room ... of course I have to clean it properly before, so I would not carry germs or anything like that, and Dido. I'm not going anywhere without those two.

And with the company over my sister ... the lioness protective of his family will arrive shortly to Spain.

With all this ... who can it be that this does not go well? ANYONE. Everything will be alright and I'll tell you.

Kisses for everyone.

Be happy and enjoy every day of small things in life.

And as my friend A, if there is wind you have to row .

In this I am, pedaling and rowing at the same time and I know I'll come to fruition.

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