Last night at 2 am, and his sentence if there is no wind to paddle , ended the conversation with my friend who lives in Barcelona. We laughed all, as usual, and although the subject was not at all to laugh at us ... we laughed. We know that what is important ... to anything in life is the attitude.
is the last friend that I needed to tell me what is happening. I did not want to say anything before you have confirmed all because his mother had cancer and did not want to worry her, if not strictly necessary.
And as I have the results, because I called and I told.
The result of the biopsy confirmed that I have a malignant tumor in the breast, or cancer.
But having heard the diagnosis and the positive mind and thinking that everything happens for a reason and that something bad always brings something good, I put into action.
I'm not an oak, I cried for 5 minutes when I heard I have cancer, but the tears gave way to an important thought ... ay that I burn the lentils! .
And I ate them, were very rich and I got to see FAME TO DANCE.
needs to assimilate the information correctly, because I am of "things clear and chocolate thick."
So while at noon the gynecologist I summarized the results of the biopsy on the phone ... with "positive, atypical cells, a determinant of cancer, which are defined ".... stayed to speak at 6 pm, more quiet and listen to tell all my questions and give me answers.
After falling asleep (once cleared 2 dishes of lentils), I began to write on paper my doubts.
I've never had a serious illness, I have never operated in anything and am a little hypochondriac so ... my thoughts and my doubts to me is fundamental.
This gives me safety and security gives way to the fortress.
And with this assurance I know this is just something else I have to pass. And I will!.
At 19.00 hs. Fernando I called my gynecologist. He gives me a lot calm because I trust him completely and gives me confidence because I tells it like it should be ... clear, but with affection.
I read the biopsy report: images suggestive of well differentiated carcinoma. We suggest checking interoperatoria biopsy.
This is so ... I have a malignant tumor and I have to operate.
There are two types of operations, which I call the 1 x 1 and 2 x 1 ... pa'resumir!.
And I know this? because it takes a week online reading ALL about cancer, which is, as it comes, because it is produced, which is triggering the cell mutation that we ... today know more cancer than anything else.
For me, tell me is my way of overcoming things.
Thus, not only with the energy I'm where I put that ... WILL FORWARD but also clarify my doubts.
For me, energy and positive thinking are fundamental to all kinds of life. And energy, I'm getting a flood of mine and I'm working out in visualize that everything will happen to me ... be good .
ended the list with my doubts and thought maybe they were silly or dramatic, but my doubts are mine and who are to operate is to me. So, I have a right to know everything that can be known because this is my body.
At the appointed hour, I called my gynecologist. I asked and he replied:
* At what stage is it?. I knew that there were 5 stages of cancer (Internet enlightened me.)
I said ... because of their characteristics, and cell size, he dares to say that it is low. And under means that it is in a phase or something.
* I have metastases?: I said NO.
* I have the other breast affected: NO your mammogram the other breast is fine.
* I have to emergency operations?: I said ... to call urgent? And I said, tomorrow, next week?. I said NO, but this month IF you need surgery.
* What can be the problems or complications?: .. Said that open and lymph nodes are affected, but apparently is very defined.
* What kind of operation there for me?: For the 1x1. I go in, take me to the operating room, I opened, I have a biopsy of the tumor at the time, and depending on the result, I removed the tumor, part of the breast and if necessary, the breast. But the CREE will not be necessary to remove the breast. That part will suffice. But once said, depends on what we find when we open.
* That will be in surgery?: Everything if there is lymph node involvement, such as cells, if tubular ... etc. The tubular not understand but it was not necessary ... and find out!. * There are ramifications
: No one knows.
treatment
* That I have to do after surgery?: Depends on what you find.
And with all this, I already started to organize the show.
My phone looked like the prime minister.
had calls from Santander to Madrid, from Madrid to Barcelona, \u200b\u200bBuenos Aires to Madrid from Seville to Madrid, from Madrid to Madrid .... come on ... it's been days since I'm so together, so beloved and so carefully ... I'm excited. And of course thank you very much.
And today reconfirmed what I said last week. I WILL OVERCOME THIS .
I have no doubt that this will be ... sorry, I'm convinced it and I'm optimistic and I have assumed that this will soon be ... something happened.
I know today ... breast cancer CURES. I'll follow
counting as it goes. But we advance that I will take the tricycle to the operating room ... of course I have to clean it properly before, so I would not carry germs or anything like that, and Dido. I'm not going anywhere without those two.
And with the company over my sister ... the lioness protective of his family will arrive shortly to Spain.
With all this ... who can it be that this does not go well? ANYONE. Everything will be alright and I'll tell you.
Kisses for everyone.
Be happy and enjoy every day of small things in life.
And as my friend A, if there is wind you have to row .
In this I am, pedaling and rowing at the same time and I know I'll come to fruition.
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