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A typical day ...

... One day long ago, my mom told me "... when a bus (bus) has full ... do not worry ... if waiting for the next ... you will vacuum. " This phrase to me when I said ... I cried because I had left the boyfriend of the moment of adolescence.

The interpretation of this metaphor I made as an adult.

understood that I should not waste time on what can not be.

Also ... I had to enjoy the present and hope for the future.

But the future does not exist ... we should not think of but since all we usually do ... at least imaginemoslo ... much better than our present.

this week ... I remembered this phrase.

One day this week I stopped smiling and I got weird. My sister was having breakfast on the terrace, I said HOLA and began to clean house like crazy.

will not I gave the hug every morning but she said nothing.

I clean everything and was afraid to sit with her on the terrace because I knew she knew more than me ... I did not have a good day.

But I sat down and had breakfast with her. We were silent for a while, then I looked and I found her sweet smiling face that I love and I asked the question that I wanted to avoid. asked me "... how are you little girl?".

can not answer and began to mourn. At the same time I began to say a bunch of nonsense, and the more he talked more crying. She looked at me and let me listen ... to me vent ... his face with tenderness, with sensitive eyes but without shedding a tear.

When I stopped saying inconsistencies said "... it is normal to have days like this ... it is not easy so you're going ... mourn is good ... ... are also angry processes and spend together. "

... Suddenly I stopped to mourn and to verbalize what he meant but did not know how.

I said "... only wish I could have 1 normal day ... I wish my life was like before the day they told me I was sick ... I wish I could make up the days I lost worrying about things that were not worth it ... I would get up 1 day and the cancer was a horrible nightmare and not reality, I would have taken better advantage of the days of my life ... I would have 1 normal day. "

A Having said that ... I realized that nothing stays the same. Nothing will be like this.

But deep down, that does not matter. What matters is the present and now I can say PHASE 2 SUPER .

that I have no more tests. Now we just have to wait until April 3. I'm relieved to not have to go to hospital for a week ... although I am a bit scared because next week, nothing will alike.

But that's life. This has touched me and I have to live it.

wish these bad days are the least and I'm still smiling like most of the time.

I hope to be strong as is my sister and I learned to appreciate, from now on, every day as he deserves, if only ... a normal day.